Patience

If forced to pick what my greatest (of many) weaknesses is, it's patience. I am, and have always been, entirely impatient for whatever comes next. I am great at making plans for things, but don't have the patience to do the little work day by day to reach the end goal of those plans. I'm too busy thinking about how I can better myself, improve my skills, improve my quality of life, improve my experiences to enjoy what I'm doing now and what I've got now and what I've done up til now. Normally this is the point in a diary or post where I break down my plan on how I'm going to harness this new found passion for whatever. I don't have a plan now. I wish I did because I'd like to go to sleep with some sense of making progress. But I think it's going to take more than a few rushed paragraphs to teach me to be patient. I'd like to attribute it to a living in the moment kind of thing but I don't think I really do that very often. Most of the time I feel disconnected from the "moment" and live somewhere in the prologue to the movie of my life. I'd like to change that. How do I change that. What do I want.